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Friday, December 21, 2007

Hey,Im here again,The story Im going to share is about me && my guy ,I totally cant believe that you done that to me :'( Im all cried out with nothing left to say ,Even though if I feel like crying,I'd really have to force the tears to come out....Yes I've made a mistake tht oni a few ppl knw but Why cant I have a chance to make things right again??? I kept thinking that why is it so hard for him to give me a chance to repend my mistakes,everybody makes mistakes though :(,Nobody escapes frm making mistakes am I right??? ,If GOD can give us a chance as his creation ,why cant he give me a chance??? The problem cn be settle if we were to discuss with each other but he would not want to let in , He thinks his greater thn GOD,We fought alot that night I told him what happened truthfully,but he said I was lying && that he does not belief me ??? Thn it means that our 2 months togehter ,he never trust me luhh.... thn why we continue our relationship huh?
Even though I was accused by him that I lied when Im telling the truth actually, Im going to be strong ,He promised me that he wont leave me ,but in the end he did! A lot of questions are revolving in my mind disturbing me && making me feel uneasy, but that never stop me to think && continue thinking! && on the 18 Dec 07 ,im not really sure of the date he broke up with me in MSN,at 11.40 p.m. sharp! My tears roll down my cheeks && all the way down :'(,&& my heart felt very heavy && pain like a truck went over it! His ex helped me ,Her name is NANCY! ,she's gorgeous && sexy ,she ask him to think && think again,but I think it still does not work he still stuck with what he said that he wants a break off,not only bcoz of the break up thingy ,there was another thing that really hit me , when he say I already got a girl, it really hurts ,is just so easy for him to replaced me ??? when im here trying to fight n stay strong even though I've cried a lot,His an easy lover.....He said his sorry for hurting me but I said its not you who hurt me its me ! me! me! ,I nvr put the blame on him coz I knw im in wrong too! But that easily after breaking up with me he have another girl,I assumed he'd already have a spare tyre to replaced me when I did sumthin to dissapoint or upset him,even though this problems cn be talk over but its like all this while his trying to get rid of me :(,Im really dissapointed in you Darul,you're way way older thn me && you cant think maturedly??? You dont think out of the box,juz within the box,darul..darul... :'((,Why cant you just give me a chance?? You're older && Im juz a 14yrs old girl who u cn say sotongs but you can see the wrong things in your 14 yr old girl && not correcting it ,you dont trust me alr,coz u're nvr ever tried to understand the situation when I was forced,Yes u told me not to meet my god brother but I did,coz I nvr thought that he'll did this to me sehh ,its not that I'd nvr trust you dear but the thing is I've known him longer than Im know you , Its already one year we been god brothers && sisters && he nvr talk dirty to me like that , so I assumed that nothing will happened if I'd meet him! He look innocent , like what ppl usually says appearence is decieving right??? so his like that luhh you cant regonised whether his gd or bad...You broke up with me not remembering our sweet && sour memories && juz walk out of my life like that,Darul pls luhh unbreak my heart ,say that you love me again,Not even thinking hw the road of our relationship leads as to 2 months && going 3 on 261207,this coming Wednesday, I've bought you sumthin && will really want to meet you to give you this && show you my love to you all this while that you think was nothing but I wont blamed you Darul... even though its the last meeting , Even though now that you have girl already , juz let me love you ,I wish you all the best ,be happy always,smile always :),I will be waiting for you till you're mine again! I will always LOVE you Darul Afnan! But no matter what SHE WILL NEVER LOVE YOU LIKE I DO!!!!


Unbreak Dianna's Heart Darul!

Dianna.

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