HELLO !

What ATiring Day! Pheeew ! ':{

2007-12-26T01:45:00.000-08:00

Aunty && me had alr planned to buy school books in the morning ,granny followed,we went to eat breakfast first thn aft that head to my school,saw a few of my classmates,all along I was smiling at everyone,I do missed my school hehe :),miss my classmates??? ermmm..no! Bought the books && stuffs,some things was not there when we wanted so we had to come again tmr,wth! Tmr Im going out with bestie && Minn to gym,this is my 2nd time going ,its at Somerset....Asked Bestie to accompany me for awhile to school,get some stuffs && rushed to meet Minn thr :),Actually Aunt wanted to go Vivo City to shop ard but thn we cant go coz I'd had to buy the school books && that if we were to go ,hw??? the books are heavy,my hand got red && its soooo pain ,too bad my darlingg aunty,alala dun be sad,nahs! she is going out tmr ,no worries :D,Its really tiring,wondering hw tmr will be liked,coz Im going gym,strecth here && there ,its gonna be super duper tiring! ouch & ouch & ouch again! :(,thn go shopping ard thr,if Im not wrg at Marina Square ,I think hehe :P,ask mummy for money! money! money! :D && spend on wad I want! wheeeeeeeee! :P

TMR gona be worst ! Tiring but with Bestie && Minn,
Its gona be hell fun :D.

Happy Boxing Day Ppl! :)

Meet BF,&& Went shopping with Family :D thn Mum,Aunt,Two Lil Cuzzie && Me went to booked My Lil Cuzzie Birthday Party! WHIHOO!

2007-12-25T05:10:00.000-08:00

Mum not working today since is a public holiday,MERRY CHRISTMAS to all! have fun! :D, so its really hard to go out to meet bf,I told my mum I want to go buy stuffs at the shop but I went to meet bf first thn bought the stuff,we hang ard together for 3 hrs,dats longgg,was soooooooo happy! :D,Bf keep changing place to sit haha ,he siao alr,he pierce his lips too,he look hawt to me luhh haha :P.He is serving ns && supposed to go bck to camp today ard 9.00pm,I was sooo :(,starting to love him && miss him,he went away ,his camp is at Pulau Tekong,got to take ferry thr,hmmph! soooooooooo far.... His not that tall haha he juz oky luhh ,juz taller abit thn me :),Whn got bck home mum nag at me asking me whr I go,I was like saw my fren,hang ard then buy stuff,she kept quiet,thn my aunt called my house phone asking us all whether want to go IMM ornot??? I was in the room laying dwn && thinking bout bf whn granny came && ask me to get ready to go out thn I was like wtf,whr 2??? coz i dunnoe whr wad?? thn she say IMM,I was like again ,I was so tired ,my legs are so numb! coz im having ehemm,girl stuff thn feel whole body acheing but have to go if not all alone,bored like hell,&& have no mood to chat also haha :P,reached thr my two lil cuzzie was so loud ,talking non-stop,n was like having headache coz have not eaten yet,thn mum bought me school shoes tat I like :) yeah! && a sweater frm IP ZONE,wanted red but I've alr go red cardigan so bought the black :D,My aunt was like ,I will buy u another beg coz she want the back she bought for me! hmmph! thn after all tht shopping we went to eat at the RED GINGER, I ate Mee Rebus , && aft that I feel more energetic...aft that send my another aunty bck home,drop off granny && mum drove off to booked My Lil cuzzie birthday party,@ the Queensway McDonald :),Accompanied the two lil cutie pie[cuzzie] to the playground thn went inside n have sum dessert ,ice cream && the adults drank latte :),thn went bck to home,tried my new shoes && till nw 9.42 pm updating blog && chattin in MSN,still using the shoes haha :).Dun feel like taking out yet! hehe...

Oky luhh I think dats enuff for today,wait for 2morow aites :D

MERRY CHIRSTMAS PPL :)
Dianna.

24thDec2007 A lot of meetings were cancelled! pfft! :[

2007-12-25T04:36:00.000-08:00

On 24th Dec 2007,We had to cancelled 3 meetings....Nancy promised me that she will accompany me to meet Darul go give his present but thn she cant make it,this is the first meeting that was cancelled :(,she got an errand to go to accompany her sis[gangs] to do sumthin ,haiyah! ,Thn I went to Bestie house put the present in her house, so that my family wont suspect anithin,&& we straight away head to Queensway, Its her plan ,she wanted to find a lot of stuffs, bestie bought a wallet frm the BILLABONG shop&& she was soooooo happy! haha :D.She && me went to the extension hair shop,She wanted to do fringe extension,saw bestie doing,I feel like I want too,haha KAYPO ME! hehex :),She had the black hair thn me got the dark brown ,we were all exicited to do , bestie had no prob with the extension coz she got straight hair, but my hair is wavy && the extension is straight ,it look weird though,the fringe extension dun really satisfy me but now I find it cool ,haha im really weird :P ,ohyah! I forget to tell, Mukmin the cutie wanted to meet me whn I was in the bus to Queensway,but I told him to come over Queensway but he say nehmind cancel it,wad a waste! that is the second meeting that was being cancelled! pfft! , I had another meeting with my bf,We head to IMM juz windowshop haha :D,waiting for bf to call && tell whr to meet,but sooooooo :(,tht he cant make it,he is at the hospital visiting his relative....so aft shopping in thr ,I wanted to go bestie house but bestie was like u better go home b4 ur mum nags,coz mum got half day today haha ,I went out without permisson, but still have granny permission wad??? hehe notty2 me :P,there goes the 3rd cancelled meeting! But it was fun hanging out with BESTIE of coz! hehe :D :D :D

Sorry for not posting out yesterday coz I was damn lazy luhh,haha :P.

Byes For Now,
A LOVER :)

OMG! I DID SAY YES TO EHEMM... UNEXPECTELY ACCPETED,HW???

2007-12-22T06:04:00.000-08:00

I was chatting with this guy in MSN, && I asked him whether can I view him at his webcam, he invited me thn I accept , cant deny tht he is damn super duper cute hehe,We actually chat on the phone before, && he has a sweet voice that is why I like talking to him,I dunnoe what happened today,Im actually waiting for Darul's call coz Nancy told me his going to call,but nvr,wth! ,I've waited like a fool,Darul came online, but i nvr chat with him coz I knw he wont reply bck,so cant be bothered,coz ltrI will be stoopid to cry again && again sehh :(,Thn I continue chatting thn my Aunty KAYPO,want to use the computer to play mahjong haha ! :),thn I told tht my aunty is using the computer,he asked me to call thn , I was like great! YEAH!, coz his voice you knw so nice to hear hehex :P.Thn we talk craps on the phone , thn wen chatting again tht time I was getting ready to go out && have dinner @ i dunnoe whr but near Orchard, I was combing my hair n chattin with him,thn suddenly he asked want to be my gf,in mly , its like this, nk jdi **mata** i?? Thn i tot he was saying is my eyes oky sumthin like dat,coz eyes in mly is called **mata**,thn I say ohyah cn luhh,I actually did not forcus in what I was typing n what he was asking me?? I think I was daydreaming to far alr haha abt Darul till I juz accept sehh haha ,thn nw He && me cn say couples alr,I t was an unexpectedly accepted bf ,omg! ,but his overall oky :D,I told bestie wen I chat with her on msn ard 10 or 10+ telling him tht Im ehem with the guy , His name is Yayat,cute rite like the person itslef :).My bestie ask what is his age??? thn I say he is 18,my bestie say cn wad?? thn I was like I still love Darul,&& I promised him tht Im waiting for him,but bestie was liked frustrated coz I knw she liked me going with sumone else,but I still love Darul, I will try luhh to love him,told Nancy thn she was like ohhh..&& more ohhs haha,I told her I was damn sway! thn she was like relax,dun worry n stuffs, omg! she really a sweet pill :D,I always disturb her wenever she is talking to her hunns haha, its like both of us always called Nancy ard the same time! I asked Nancy to help me persuade Darul to meet up,I juz want to give the present && talk to hym even though its the lst meeting like I say in previous posts .

Ala, all I wanted to say has been said in the previous posts about ,wanting to hear by his mouth whether he loves me or not? && bla..bla....bla..................

I think dats all frm me nw,getting sleepy coz did not have coffee the whole day , n chattin with bestie && a fren named RAJ,nw! hehex :P

UnexpectedlyAccepted Bf,

Dianna.

OUCH! IT HURTS ! :'(

2007-12-21T21:26:00.000-08:00

Hey,Im here again,The story Im going to share is about me && my guy ,I totally cant believe that you done that to me :'( Im all cried out with nothing left to say ,Even though if I feel like crying,I'd really have to force the tears to come out....Yes I've made a mistake tht oni a few ppl knw but Why cant I have a chance to make things right again??? I kept thinking that why is it so hard for him to give me a chance to repend my mistakes,everybody makes mistakes though :(,Nobody escapes frm making mistakes am I right??? ,If GOD can give us a chance as his creation ,why cant he give me a chance??? The problem cn be settle if we were to discuss with each other but he would not want to let in , He thinks his greater thn GOD,We fought alot that night I told him what happened truthfully,but he said I was lying && that he does not belief me ??? Thn it means that our 2 months togehter ,he never trust me luhh.... thn why we continue our relationship huh?
Even though I was accused by him that I lied when Im telling the truth actually, Im going to be strong ,He promised me that he wont leave me ,but in the end he did! A lot of questions are revolving in my mind disturbing me && making me feel uneasy, but that never stop me to think && continue thinking! && on the 18 Dec 07 ,im not really sure of the date he broke up with me in MSN,at 11.40 p.m. sharp! My tears roll down my cheeks && all the way down :'(,&& my heart felt very heavy && pain like a truck went over it! His ex helped me ,Her name is NANCY! ,she's gorgeous && sexy ,she ask him to think && think again,but I think it still does not work he still stuck with what he said that he wants a break off,not only bcoz of the break up thingy ,there was another thing that really hit me , when he say I already got a girl, it really hurts ,is just so easy for him to replaced me ??? when im here trying to fight n stay strong even though I've cried a lot,His an easy lover.....He said his sorry for hurting me but I said its not you who hurt me its me ! me! me! ,I nvr put the blame on him coz I knw im in wrong too! But that easily after breaking up with me he have another girl,I assumed he'd already have a spare tyre to replaced me when I did sumthin to dissapoint or upset him,even though this problems cn be talk over but its like all this while his trying to get rid of me :(,Im really dissapointed in you Darul,you're way way older thn me && you cant think maturedly??? You dont think out of the box,juz within the box,darul..darul... :'((,Why cant you just give me a chance?? You're older && Im juz a 14yrs old girl who u cn say sotongs but you can see the wrong things in your 14 yr old girl && not correcting it ,you dont trust me alr,coz u're nvr ever tried to understand the situation when I was forced,Yes u told me not to meet my god brother but I did,coz I nvr thought that he'll did this to me sehh ,its not that I'd nvr trust you dear but the thing is I've known him longer than Im know you , Its already one year we been god brothers && sisters && he nvr talk dirty to me like that , so I assumed that nothing will happened if I'd meet him! He look innocent , like what ppl usually says appearence is decieving right??? so his like that luhh you cant regonised whether his gd or bad...You broke up with me not remembering our sweet && sour memories && juz walk out of my life like that,Darul pls luhh unbreak my heart ,say that you love me again,Not even thinking hw the road of our relationship leads as to 2 months && going 3 on 261207,this coming Wednesday, I've bought you sumthin && will really want to meet you to give you this && show you my love to you all this while that you think was nothing but I wont blamed you Darul... even though its the last meeting , Even though now that you have girl already , juz let me love you ,I wish you all the best ,be happy always,smile always :),I will be waiting for you till you're mine again! I will always LOVE you Darul Afnan! But no matter what SHE WILL NEVER LOVE YOU LIKE I DO!!!!

Unbreak Dianna's Heart Darul!

Dianna.

Hieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

2007-12-18T20:29:00.001-08:00

Remember I've told you tht I liked sumone on the 2nd last post ??? Oky, I also admire this guy ,I wont tell you his name,shhh! stop asking , I say I wont tell,His an SP guy.... His cute n have nice bods ,wow cair luhh hehex... For the first time I meet him ,he is funny but on the 2nd Meeting I went his house ,OMG!

He went to dreamland,sleeping n asking me to keep quiet , I think his angry with me but I dunnoe y??? Weird rite???? Thn I decided to leave his house n got fcuked up I slammed the door n the gate ,Well, Im sorry I did not meant to but I got really mad n was with tears :(,It was a really sad thing,thn he went online in msn,I said im sorry tht I slammed the door but he did not reply ,guess he really mad with me but why why why ?????

Confused Wth You SP Boy...
Dianna.

Hola Peeps Out Thr ;)

2007-12-18T19:20:00.000-08:00

On 16th Dec 07,I went out with my bestie n her fren Minnnnnn to gym...It was my first time gng gym haha! && We went on the running machine[I dunno wad is that called ]My legs was so tired n pain coz its my first time ,but we had fun together,we got sweaty n we bathe in the washroom,the water was damn cold haha! Thn Minn wanted to meet her bf,so we followed,Her bf is working at the shopping centre we went :),It was a pleasure meeting her boifey,his frendly n stuffs haha!,It was her bf Birthday n they need sumtime together so Bestie && Me decided to leave them two n went shopping....Bestie bought her jeans that she wanted ,thn we went to another shop tht sells Cardigan,&& guess what we bought RED CARDIGAN [Our Fav Colour] thn Minn n her bf came along,we went down n sit @ starbucks ,thn I wanted to pierce ,I ask my bestie to help me ,It was not pain but wen the part u have to poke through is,but its not bad really,I pierce at my lips ,great huh??? LOL.Thn we did our own things well sitting at Starbucks,her bf went to buy a drink n she was listening to music,I was looking ard n Bestie was talking to her new fren ,a guy,I cant tell who,its a secrect ,shhhhh! Thn Suddenly my piercing about 2 came off,omg! shit!,I ask Minn 2 accompany me go to the ladies ,otw thr my piercing started to really came off,I told Minn to help me but she was scared to pierce it bck for me ,so she call my Bestie to help,sooooooooo Bestie came to the rescue! ,She quickly brought me to the ladies n pierce it again for me ,Wow the 2nd time was a bit pain,but haha great feeling :) After all tht,Her bf wanted to meet his fren at the shopping ctr ,His name is Ahmad Hamdi,His cute though but he suits My Bestie haha :D,Bestie was blushing n shy ,she was hiding behind the board,Ahmad came forward n say HI,she juz wave bck ,haha her cheeks are really red! Blush! Blush! Thn we went out of the shopping ctr,that is whr I saw this Waiter ,He looks sooooo cute,He smiled thn I smiled bck thn I told Bestie tht He is cute,bestie n me turn bck a couple of times haha! Going up the escalator Minn Bf wanted to hang out with Ahmad ,thn we went dwn again :),thn I ask Bestie help me get his num ,Minn accompany Bestie ,haha I was blushing behind Minn Bf,I ask him to hide me ,When I got his num I haha u all dun nid to knw then he reply bck ,he say aft werking he'll call me ,thn I call the phone num he gave but it wasn't his num it is his fren ,Its a girl tht I thought was her gf ,awww... so sad :(,thn ard 8 or 8+ he called my granny phone , thn I say I will call him so I did,His mly mix chinese,I wont tell his name coz its a secrect again,shhh! It was a pleasure talking to him on the phone ,he got a twin haha :D,his 16 yrs old ,his an interesting guy but I cant go on with him coz Im attached n I still love my guy Darul Afnan , aniwaes his almost One Yr being Single so yeah ,He n me can oni be frens :D,Oky luhh that is all for nw,tke care aites Dudes && Dudettes...

Sweet Pill
Dianna. :P

Hola, Hola Again.... :)

2007-12-11T23:45:00.000-08:00

Oky,Dianna here again,of coz luhh my blog wad??? Ermm..I want to share with you a lilttle bout wad is happening in my life now! I've told you all that Im attached with a guy named Darul,We're only two months together n Im looking forward on going for long term relationship but.... this few days when we seldom meet each other my bf change ,his not close to me animore, n now he says that he doesn't want me to call again???? He told me he has no mood talking to me animore but he doesn't want to tell me why??? I've been sad for days alr :(! Not only dat Im worrying about...Before this happen I'd already like one guy,his the same age as my guy,I dunnoe why I like him but its juz hw I feel,he told me he got the feelings too,I wont mentioned his name coz its a secrect,shhh! He always make me smile even wen im feeling down,we talk on the phone for quite some time :),He talk fast like choo choo train haha :D but this days he try to control speaking slowly coz I told him I cant understand what is he speaking haha,His super duper cute aniway!

Will be continued....with otr parts of the story!
Let me tell who is included in the otr part, ANOTHER GUY!
Wanna find out more,wait for the short story of my life tomorow! ;)

Love,Complicated Dianna...

ALOHA,HOLA,HI,HEY! :D

2007-12-10T05:41:00.000-08:00

Dianna was in this complicated & confused world on 180993,Im a full-time student,daughter to a succesful secretary :),a lover to Darul , a bestfren to a sweetess girl ...Im complicated when its about feeling [love],I also dunnoe why ??? hahaha! Im weird always , i think so :P,Im also known as,Dian,kisses etc.Guess what Im doing??? Chatting with my bestie NUR DIYANA ALINA at msn hahaha! thn had nuthin to do so I post sumthin out luhh ;),Not much introduction about me but whn you'll knw if u read wad i've posted,I will post it 2morow! Im going off soon continue chatting crap with my bestie hahaha! its fun though :P,take care && do tag me ;)

Much LOVE,

Dianna